whitneyharrison

i found myself insanely relating to these lyrics. you know, time can only help so much of your pain. emotional pain tends to stay with you, especially when it's fresh in your memory. something that happened 4 years ago can be so vivid in your mind that it still hurts you to breathe when the images are flashed in your head. i find it funny that i can't remember to take the garbage out or do dishes, but i can remember little fights that broke a relationship like they are currently happening. i feel everything that i felt at that exact moment, and it hurts to breathe. memories will make or break you. i wish i could chose the good ones, and eras

i'm so sick of my family fighting all the time. and they are always fighting with my sister. i can't take it. it upsets me so much. i'm so afraid that oneof these times when my dad and my sister are yelling at each other, he's just going to have a heart attack. he has high blood pressure, diabetes, kidney problems, heart problems... and she has no fucking problem putting him through all the stress that she does. how can she not care? why was my own flesh and blood born without a heart? i worru about savannah, and my dad, and my mom. i stay out of the arguing for the most part, and it still makes me come in my room alone and cry. i've been whe

I have to push back the date on buying that fabulous camera. I had some things come up, so I won't be able to buy the xti this weekend like I hoped for. :) But, I did subscribe to deviantart, which is good, right? lol A whole 8 bucks for 3 months, i think i can live with that. A few friends and I, actually, almost all my friends, lol have decided to start a beauty shop when we get out of beauty school. There is only one of us who has actually graduated already, the rest of us still have yet to even get in, but it will happen. I can't really share all the details now, don't want to give away any surprises. But it's going to be huge, and aweso